All By Myself. LOL

I'm feeling pretty normal right now. I think I'm suppose to be in a depressed/emotional state with what I'm going through but there's  nothing. I feel completely nothing. Not even the feeling of emptiness. I just totally feel blank. I feel as if I'm so hollow but I know I gotta pull myself together cause anytime now I gotta start living ones again. Yes I can feel sadness and happiness but not with myself. The bright side of me is gone. Not completely but she just seem to be resting. And now I think all I have to do is be alone and do what I love to do best be free and be loved by myself . ;)