Sorry for those people who love their mom so much. I know I sound bitter and a hypocrite but there's just women that are not totally meant to be mothers and one of them was mine. I hope I had realized that a long time ago. Way before thinking that I don't deserve to be loved. A mother should be the one that cares for you no matter what, and tells you how beautiful you are to her, that you're God's gift to her. But my mom isn't like that. Well she could be at times and I hope she could be like that a little more but I just couldn't take it anymore. All the harsh words and the psychological abuse that she's doing. I'm not posting/saying this for you guys to think wrong about my mom or your mom for instance. I'm just doing this for you to know how much a person could hurt you so much even though their suppose to be the one that loves when the world has turned their back on you.
Do I hate my mom? I can't really answer that question right now. But what I can say now is that I forgive her for all of the things that she has done. And I pray for her to be better just like what I'm doing to myself right now.
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